Wednesday, December 28, 2011

When December ends




Being not busy has ended in me being busier doing nothing than I could have ever imagined possible.
Long live winter break!

Thoughts;
where is my cell phone case?
where is my drivers license?
where is my paycheck?

Is all lost?
(in a less dramatic tone than you think.)

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Snapshots




I love my phone, my God, do I love my phone.
Done with Anthro
Done with Bio
Done with Socio
Done with Photography
Done with Health
Just have 3 essays between me and 5 weeks of vacation.

Thoughts;
rain
candles
noodle
clean
need to wash my smelly animals
zen
tea
zen tea
18 units didn't feel like 18 units until finals started

Ready, set, philosophize!

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Missing You

I got an iPhone
I feel a little sick
I want to be done with school
I want Christmas and all it's glitter to be gone
I want winter and rain and night
I want good, intimate worship.

I miss You

I'd do anything to cry;
let this pain fall from my eyes,
and let time heal my insides.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Today




It was beautiful,
I couldn't not grab my camera and capture some things I was marveling over as I typed up my homework in my backyard.
It's freezing, and I look ridiculous with my gloves and 890,939,304 blankets, but I wanted to be outside. There is something magical about being outdoors, even in Suburbia.
I want to go to San Francisco, then to the woods.

Please, dear Fall, wait for me.

I crave trees.

Decemberists


I think my current Decemberists kick is perfect,
when else but December is it proper to love them?
Other than every other month...

it never seemed so strange.

Sociology journals are killing me.
Due monday; 50 pages so far, 16 readings to go, 17 down.
I don't think I'll finish.
Mer.

Winter!

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Finish Line





Classes ending.

Wednesday:
Last day of Sociology 10
Last Bio 1 lecture
Last Bio lab exam
Work at 6
Complete 3 readings
Pick up NSN T shirts

Thursday:
No classes
Finish NSN slideshow
Complete 3 readings

Friday:
Cultural Anthropology final; exam online
No classes
Movie Night
John Deere Christmas Party
Complete 3 readings

Saturday:
3 readings

Sunday:
3 readings

Monday:
Sociology final; turn in Journal
Philosophy essay rewrite

Tuesday:
Photo final; present porfolio
Philosophy essay rewrite

Wendsday:
Bio 1 final?
Philosophy essay 3

Thursday:
Philosophy final; turn in essays

Friday:
Breathe

your hair is long
but not long enough
to reach, to reach
but you fear that one day
it might be, it might be.

Song of the day:
Blood by The Middle East

Monday, December 5, 2011

Anoesis



I like to paint with light.
I am the apparition.

Anoesis (n.)
a state of mind consisting of pure sensation or emotion without cognitive content.

Thoughts;
photo matting process almost complete
sociology readings are killing me
painting
tea
crisp night skies
baking
thankfulness
thoughtfulness
new friendships

Sunday, December 4, 2011

I met up with the King


I feel just like the King,
as I fall on the muddy ground.
I feel just like you, guy,
there's people thinkin' they know something now.
Well I don't know anything at all,
and we mean nothing, history.
Well thank God.
Well thank God.
So tell me,
Do you believe me?
Do you believe me?
I bet you don't.
I bet you won't.

sister 1b and 3b




I am evolving;
this is a new season.

Thoughts;
I really need to send my penpal letters out
(if anyone of you read this, I have them and haven't forgotten about you!)
I think I'm going to get rid of my cell phone.
finger knitting

Photography projects;
"a year in sunsets 2012"
"reach"

Song of the day;
Helen by Horse Feathers
my iPod player keeps turning itself off... not good...

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Winter Winds




I love December.
I love this wind.
I love this chill.
I love these skies.
I love this clarity.
So I guess I love this ignorance.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Drift


Drift

Thoughts;
I love the wind
I'm sick of greed and corruption
Oh, I think it's silly there are starving kids and dying kids but the "stars" will spend millions on the Grammy's...

Someday.