Grumble.

Your antagonism only showcases your self-doubt.

Free Falling

I held Bogey, the dog I was watching, as he died today.

My great aunt passed away 2 nights ago.

Josh just put down his dog, Penny.

And I'm free

free falling

falling

Life can be so bleak.

I held him

as

he

died.

Free falling now

I'm free falling

free falling now

free falling

I just feel so bad,

so bad.

I want to free fall

out into nothing

I'm going to leave this world for a little while

At the moment, all is grey.

Tree of loss

When we suffer through loss

There is a tree on the horizon

We go there to hang our memories

And lay down our love

What a beautiful tree it is

Listless

Thoughts;

where dust gathers

lyrical sayings float

amongst lost earrings

April, hello.

Mine is the night, with all her stars.

I have a headache, but I guess that is better than a heartache.

The weather is still beautiful.

One essay, a quiz, and a documentary are all that stand between me and my weekend.

Break!

Thoughts;

nap

printing

summer

transferring

Spain

Nothing Better

you have a lure I can't deny, but

you had your chance so say 'goodbye'

say 'goodbye'

It is absolutely beautiful!

Last night I got to fall asleep listening to my new (old) Postal Service vinyl Give Up and the rain outside my window.

This morning I woke up (at 11am! ha!) to a gorgeous day, birds chirping, and my dogs slumbering.

I'm killing time right now waiting for my nana to let me know she is ready;

We are going for a walk.

Later, I'm going for a bike ride in this fantastic weather.

Long live spring!!

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in.

Beauty!

Thoughts;

sky

sun

lights

breeze

chiffon

records

thrifting

NOT my essay

NOT my ecology quiz

just beauty.

white blank page

So tell me now, where was my fault?

In loving you? With my whole heart?

So tell me, now where was my fault?

In loving you with my whole heart.

These would look so much better edited, but today is the end of my spring break.

I have no desire to fix anything.

Anything.

Except maybe some lunch.

Thoughts;

sunshine

instagram

I need to add to my wardrobe, other than thrifted crew necks and old lady sweaters...

time off work

vet bills

sufjan stevens

laundry

ironing

get away, get away